Exit Stage Right

It is late Saturday night and the next hour and a half cannot tick tock past, fast enough for me.  Last week was a rollar coaster full of emotions caused by that all too familiar 'man made', Merry Go Round.  I know if something seems too good to be true it probably is and he seemed to be straight from my dreams.  Dreams are better off left for slumber.    I do not mind being called naive because I expect truth and good intentions.  Only God knows our heart.    I am daily working to accept there are just  some things I will never understand. But I can be taught!!  I actually recognized red flag behaviors right away this time. My passive, non confrontational , make peace not war, no man is allowed to be reckless with my heart, no one steals my happy, personality  realized he was gonna ride that Merry Go Round without me.  You see, his tickets are printed with disappearing ink just like his promises. He will never be much more than a fair weather friend if that and next time a man starts up a conversation with 'I do not want any drama' that is my que to exit Stage Right!   Have a super duper sunshine Sunday. kisses

Sunday Deep Thoughts

What a beautiful, breezy, sunshine, Sunday.  I am sitting outside, soaking up rays, contemplating my life so far. I know the Lord has His own timing if I stop worrying and trust Him.  It is really cool how just when I give up on 'me' , realize I am not so smart after all and ask God for help-Boom-He is answering my prayer before I speak it. Thank you God!  kisses

Family Weekend

My weekend has come to an end as another manic Monday, early to work day, count down to Friday will soon begin. Saturday and Sunday whizzed by in a blurr as a pleasant two hours and a little more, drive filled with bright colorful wild flowers  on my merry way to the Bluff. (Flour Bluff, Texas) Quality time spent with my Mom and new husband,  not near enough time spent with my favorite brother and favorite sister with plans to gather again in a few months as we said our goodbyes. Our little family sure misses Dad and keeping us together has become a priority and a way to help channel some of the over whelming feelings of loss and the changes that follow, so it goes.  Just so glad I finally found Polarized, UV protection, limited edition, movie star sunglasses at Benjamin's.  It is gonna be a great week! kisses